Thoughts.


Some days are sheer philosophical. You think of all the crap that has ever happened to you and you never know why, but you don’t really feel like eating, thought you might fill your stomach with food without even knowing what is going inside. One such day hit me and I was occupied with two important tasks. Thinking and penning down thoughts. I was brimming with the former and so, here I begin the latter.

Life is strange. One day someone is a stranger. in the next few he could become an acquaintance and before you even know it, he is a friend. Stupid chats and talks go on and probably a few times when you felt low, you share things with him and tadaaa he is a close friend. And then, fate plays its own amazing game to call a few of them your best friends. And though you may be very cautious in having a few secrets to yourself, you end up blurting things to them (I’m an expert in this). And so the days are all happy happy – you have someone to trust and share details with. You stop thinking what to speak with them and words just instantaneously flow when you talk with them. That is such an amazing feel when you don’t have to think a thousand times what to text someone or keep editing something just so that it doesn’t sound awkward.

And.. so one happy day, you get to know that something was not really true in the friendship. Trust is one of the most important ingredients of a friendship. After something like this happens, you don’t know if you should stop trusting the person, or if you should just forgive them and get past it. But can’t you at the least expect them to properly explain them and all that went wrong? Why is that some people (like me) prefer forgiving over forgetting. Why is that people who were once your strength turn out to be your deadly weakness? Now should I be strong or weak, for, you are no more my strength.

Now that a little of the penning is over, I guess I could peacefully go back to the thinking process and keep doing the two priority tasks in loop, until the Goddess of sleep blesses me with her little magic.

Signed,

Me

Why. Why?


Ananya

I was at college. We had our culturals.People were running over here and there. I was the compering the show with another friend. I sat there practicing my lines about the various shows. Suddenly around 30 minutes before the show began, one of my best friends came running towards me. His face was wet and it was evident that he wasn’t stable.

I ran towards him, despite my lehenga and high heels.

Karthik? I exclaimed.

Ananya.. he began. Nothing’s going good in my life he finished.

It was his b’day and we had planned surprises for him after the culturals. (we included Anand, Akshara, Sarthak and a few others).

Dude? It’s your birthday and all. What’s so wrong?

I feel so low Anan. I don’t know why.

I gave him a sympathetic look and a weak smile. He looked at me and glared. I didn’t know why.

I went forward to hug him. He turned back and began walking away. He never really let me convince for anything. He was this kind of person who felt bad , but wouldn’t expect sympathy. Thought what we show between friends isn’t really sympathy, that’s what he thought. But if one of us had a problem, he would beat the crap out of us to know all details of the problem and stay with us till it diminished to a point. He was my best friend ever. Though I never knew if he felt the same, I never had trouble telling him everything that happened.

My friend ran to me. Time for your compering, she said.

My brain told me to go to the stage and meet Karthik later during the surprise bash. But blah, my heart. I held my hands over my head.

Pathetic headache suddenly, Surya.

Oh my. Fine take care. I’ll manage till then. Come soon. she said.

I took advantage of the fact that I got frequent headaches due to migraine.

And.. I ran. Near the cafeteria. The garden and everywhere. I called him twice. No answer.

And that’s when I made my last guess of where he could be. We had a favorite spot at college. It was beside the library. Hoping my guess was right, I reached there.

And from a distance I could spot him there. He was facing the opposite side. With a smile, I ran to him. Only when I got a little closer I could spot him with Radha. I had hardly spotted both of them together. Thank God it was a little dark. I saw her, stand up and hug him tight. I could sense they were best friends. I didn’t know if I had to feel bad, but I just walked back without speaking with him.

I was a flop on the stage that evening. I just tried and managed to blurt something. After the show, we had a party for him. We all went to the venue and hid in our planned places.

When he came, we all screamed. SURPRISEEEEE !

Oh you guys. Hey. he said, which was not the slightest of what we had imagined.

Happy birthdayyyyy we kept singing.

Thank you was the response.

Okay now for the cake. C’mon bud! 

Hey, I have other plans. Didn’t know about this. And I reallyyyy have to go.

I went to him to yell. We were planning this for like two whole weeks.

Exactly when I was going to, I stamped on my lehenga and skid down. And he just walked away.

While all those people surrounded me and helping me get up, I watched him hold hands with her and walk away.

Amidst that pain , my mind was void. Just Blank. All I thought was,

Why? Why..

-Me

The Think Session


With my assessments in a day , I tried to minimize all my distractions and concentrate all the time I had into studying . I closed my door , and settling on a chair that wouldn’t let me sleep in comfort , I opened the index of my textbook titled “Software Engineering” . Giving myself a motivational pat , I skimmed through the contents of the first chapter and got ready to mug it all up ! I took a sip of the coke that was kept just for the purpose , that I don’t sleep and felt ecstatic !
Opening the first page of the book stating “What is software ?” , my brain , being amazingly awesome as well as awfully crappy, started thinking of other “What is ” topics! It crossed topics on fun , school , college , friends , celebs , and I finally made a halt on what I am and what I am not .

 

I began processing on comments people generally had about me ! Any person would have mixed comments and if he didn’t it just meant he hadn’t met the real world yet . I opened the screenshot gallery of my mobile and noticed that a few brought smiles on to my all-messed-up face and some others made me think if it really meant so . I ended up realising that be it flattery or a not so great comment , I was something more than just what people thought ! I understood that at the end of the day people(hi-bye friends) approach you just to get their job done ! Why sit and do an entire work when you have people out there who are so jobless that they get flattered easily and end up thinking awesome about you , two days after which you can approach them with ease for any favor . Well that’s the world today ! *Oops, wasn’t I learning something ? O.o ”

 

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Taking another gulp from the coke can I realised I wasn’t in the mood to study anything. Closing my book , I started penning down a poem about “Today’s world” which went like this .

Once there were only a few evil,

whom it was easy for the Gods to kill,

But today , the good percent is turning nil,

inside every angelic face resides a devil !

 

The world has come to a stand ,

where inner beauty is no demand,

all one needs is prettiness in hand,

with values burried deep in sand.

 

Today a favor…

My mom walked in with french fries in a plate , knowing that it was the love of my life and expecting me to relax a little after studying hard for an hour ! Anyways , with fries there’s no more anything else ! So well , I’l be back with the rest of it !

 

Adios !

 

Signed,

Mythu

A birrrthday Gift


This season is too awesome 😀 I’ve never experienced myself so lazy , so complacent with a To-do-nothing schedule in so many years .. 😦  I’m sleeping so much , the sleep that I used to hate in my 12 grade , just a few days back , which I remember as good as ever , and I’ll continue to , for they have given me so much JOY , small not-so-funny jokes , silly pranks and stupid laughs 😛 I’ll miss all this , for my life slowly meets the thin line of separation between school and college .. 🙂

Not to really say , I don’t like this routine of mine , which to be very precise isn’t really a BIG routine –

  • Get up at 8
  • Have a chit chat over my tea
  • Slowly realize I have to go for a shower
  • Have my brunch
  • Facebook
  • Read some book (periodical, magazine, newspaper or any novel that reaches my hand)
  • Eat something (For the fact that I’ve reduced 5 kilos in the past 3 months 😉 )
  • Sleeeeep , BIG time
  • Facebook again
  • Chats , teases , blah blah
  • Occasionally go out with friends , have a good time
  • Dinner ( I HAVE to eat )
  • Sleep
Well , in this busy plan of mine , hardly I get time to even blog , which is totally BAD i know 😦 Decided to blog better , this holiday season of mine .. 🙂
So beating around the bush , I’m here to the topic … 🙂 Well I’ve got a new awesome pack of friends .. 🙂 Ami , Navi , Srivi , Sallu , Pon , Niru 🙂 Though I’ve known them earlier , I had no chances to get so close with them 🙂 And now, It’s that 4 of them have their birthdays this month 😉
Navi – 10th
Srivi – 14th
Ami – 16th
Pon – 26th
Awesome right 😀 Well and now , the planning gifts thing was so so tough 😉 Coz , 1. The gifts of the previous birthday’s shouldn’t repeat and 2 . they must love it 😉
So we went on and on , and finally with all our thinking caps on , we decided a collage for navi 🙂 We choose the best pics of all 6 of us and we edited them and finally framed it 🙂
The best moment was when Navi told us “Awesome gift , luv ya all 🙂 ” Well finally one down , 3 on the list 😉 To be back to say , how the rest went on 🙂
Hoping the best to go on .. Allz well that ends well 🙂 🙂
Signed
*ME*
Excited to be alive 🙂

Realization


 

I realized .. That I can predict accurately any person whom I know in this world , except one soul , one mortal.. A person who is as normal as any other, and special to me too .. Frustration filled me , why not just that one heart ? 😦

Don’t wonder who it is.. It’s myself 😕

I pondered all night and I still couldn’t figure out WHY !!

 

God save ! 🙂

 

Cranky me ^_^